i have been 100% neglecting my tumblr. i realized after reading my last tumble-log and a few posts from blogspot that i have completely lost sight of what im writing for. even though im not droppin bars and spittin shit that my main goal should be that im writing for me, not necessarily writing to be heard, depending on the cicumstance, or seeing how many people follow me, because if im saying something thats truly “worth being heard” i should just fuckin say that shit. however to catch myself up, and keep myself balanced, i am on a new “reinventing” mission. i know that i stay declaring missions, but this is one im truly gonna 100% TRY to follow through with. i figure if i say “ill try” rather than “i will” it gives the whole thing a new, REAL meaning, and actually some substance. its so easy to procrastinate and blah blah blah, but im gonna try to build some kind of self discipline, in everything i do.
until next time.
im not too sure how i feel abou tumblr. it takes way more time to figure everything out than blogspot does. i feel like a failure cause i just up and gave up on this magnificent creation but i just feel like when it comes to blogging, the easier the better. tumblr is great however not only do people wanna be heard, but they wanna be heard by the people that are gonna acknowledge what they say, so it makes sense that the partial reason i switched to blogspot is so the people that are in my immediate and extended social circle could read and comment on my thoughts, where on tumblr i only know 2 other people who have a page. im gonna try to step my “tumblr” game up, but i feel so unmotivated when im unsatisfied with the whole look of things. maybe when i get my page to look like i want it to, ill become more committed or until i figure out how to delete this, or not even this but all my previous pointless posts. whatever.
thats all for now. and maybe for awhile.=]
sagittarius horo for today:
“you need to celebrate your uniqueness and stop trying to compare yourself to others.”
have you ever felt like you put so much into a friendship or relationship that you feel physically drained? and then realized you cared way more than you needed to.?.
